Childless...

So...the time is here...my baby and I are no longer attached... :) :( :) Yesterday we did a trial run at leaving the little ones with just nursery staff, while we sat in the staffroom, and it went very well for all. We were supposed to try for just half an hour but it went so well that they had them for a full hour. Today they wanted us to leave our children straight away... We first dropped Anton off at his group without any problems as per usual and then I went to leave Erin and I must admit my eyes were watering a little bit... My baby! She no baby, but her mum is!! :D
I handed her over to one of the staff and Erin looked a bit puzzled but not upset so I gave her a big kiss, said byebye and I be back later ("Mamma kommer sen" is what the staff say so that's what I do to...).
Wasn't sure if I'd dare to go any further than the library or cafe (2 min away from dagis) but I took a deep breath and started walking home (15 min away) and now I'm here! :P

I'm going to trust that the staff call if there's a problem and not call them myself to check. If I start checking in on her/them I'll not stop and I need to be able to focus on "my stuff" when I'm a school and not obsess about how things are at dagis.
It's hard though...because she's my baby...

One hour to go 'til I leave to pick them up... *counting down the minutes*