Stressing...!

I'm feeling a stomach ulcer coming on...!
I was all cool as a cucumber yesterday about going back to work in the summer and feeling we'll sort things out. Then I let it sink in a bit I realised that (if I don't get work before July, which is likely since I'll be going back on a summer temp job) I'll get my first pay in mid-August...! :/ That means NO money from me June, July and only a tiny student grant end of May...!!
That's not good...at all...in the slightest.

And since one thing's stressing me I can naturally quite easily find stress elsewhere too...and closest thing at hand is of course the autumns ((im)possible) uni studies and all my options that are just too many for me - ms. don't-make-me-choose-just-tell-me-what-I-want! :/

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It'llBeAlrightIt'llBeAlright ...somehow...?

And is my History assingment getting done with this heavy lump in my gut...? Noooo...don't think so! So the history of the Kyrgyz and Kyrgyzstan (*lol* no, I'm really not making it up!) will not get done right now...even though it really should... The assignment was due today! :/
*sigh!* I got an OK from teacher to hand it in on Friday though so I'm not terribly terrible... just stressed sick...!

Believe it or not but I'm actually most stessed about applying to Uni!?! What sort of madness is that!? I guess it's the fact I can't do much (anything) about not getting any income for 3 months (ouch!) but I can still mess up my application or choose the "wrong" thing...!

AND I miss Nee...!

AND the bliiip:ing spell checker's not working on blogger so my post will seem even more crazy as my spelling will be rubbish!

♥ E.