*breeeeeathhhhhe!*

Cheesus!!! Some days my darling little ones just drive me cRaZy!! Nothing I say is heard, wherever is heard (which by that point is far from soft spoken!) is apparently worth giggling at and I swear to you... I'm ready to....... *bliiiiiip* .....!!

*breathe!*

*sigh*

...but I don't.

Today it's been...everything and nothing... This morning started alright, with us going to nursery for the preschool teachers visit there and then they got to play some outside with the other nursery kiddos before we were going in to town, where I had a much needed appointment with my hairdresser. After leaving nursery it just sorta snowballed into Mad Mommy Day.... :( We didn't get on the first bus that came 'cause they were hitting each other and misbehaving... after about 20 minutes of howling, whining and crying we managed to start communicating again and I agreed to not go home.

I talk to my little people...yes, perhaps too much at times but I don't know how to not-talk so...I talk, explain, tryyyy to reason and...eventually I yell...I do. I don't like it. I hate being yelled at, I hate yelling, I don't like to hear other other people yell at each other and even less so at their children (that makes me furious!) ...yet... I yell at my kids. :/ Most ridiculous is when I scream STOOOP SCREEEEAAAMIIIIING!!!!

*rolls eyes!* :(

*sigh*

Lunch in town went OK, visit at hairdressers...nah...but...we survived. The grocery shopping was *sigh* a trial and by the time we made the bus home my blood was boiling and me, the talker, could not utter one word just in case it'd cause me to devour one or both of my children alive!

*tired laugh*

*sigh*

Stephen's home now and I will, gladly, leave the 'child minding' (no child raising's happening today!) to him! I have laundry and hair colouring to do...

*breathe*