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Having a generally yucky day today! :( Still have ten minutes left of my lunch break and maybe just about an hour left of the school day all together but still feel just BLAH!

I just keep hoping and wishing for inspiration but keep feeling less and less interested in this course...but do I really want to "give up" after doing half of it (because finishing earlier than that isn't an option) ??? Nah, I don't think so...and the autumn term is hopefully, hopefully!, better...at least we'll have a months placement at a nursery and be out of school but... *sigh* Do I want to force myself through this 'til then?? Would it not be better to do the individual courses instead in the autumn...? Or... :/ I don't know...It just feels...blah right now...and has been since we started... :(

Lots to think about...
Better go now!

E.