The future...!

It has been decided...Bam-Bam-BAMBAM!
I am not applying to Uni in the spring!

I'm still going to get my certificate in December, but rather than "stressing" to get my application in for the spring term (and thereby limiting my options both location- and concentration-wise) I'm going to wait and apply for the autumn term instead. I'm staying at Komvux (adult education) for the spring term, broadening my academic qualifications so that I'll have a better chance of getting accepted to the University of my choice (whatever that is!? ;)).

I feel (quite) good about making the decision. It has lower my stress a fair bit! :) I was getting quite worked up about the what and where and how and whatabouts of all the possibilities I was facing when getting to this crossroad in life. Now I've pushed that decision making into the future a bit. Not in a planless way of trying to get out of the making the decision, but more a mindful ;) approach, taking into consideration all that I have going on around me at the moment and what benefits I'm most likely getting form another 5 months "extra" studying before tackling the big and scary world of Higher Education...! :)

Bless that lovely school counselor who helped me sort out the mess I'd made of things when trying to sort it out by myself, in my head. Just talking about what I want to do and what my concerns are about my studies in the future he was very very helpful with guiding me in the right (hopefully!) direction...! :)
The point is, I feel much less stressed and that must be a good thing! ;)

So, more maths, possibly natural science, philosophy? and...more history maybe...for the spring term. Geography could possibly be a good idea but :/ hmmm...not really my cup of tea... Still have a few weeks to decide about that though! ;)

Now I'm off to bed and looking forward to an extra day off tomorrow. No school, no assignments due in just a day off from all the must-do's! :)

E.