School and nervous about the future.

At the moment we're doing "occupational health and safety" (arbetsmiljö&säkerhet) and to get at pass we're all required to know how to perform CPR and apparently some simpler electrical "work" too! :/ :) The school janitor is going to help us out with that! *lol*
My knees are a bit tender after Fridays CPR-course...imagine having to do CPR on someone who's unconscious on gravel...? Ouch...! Better keep a well padded coat with me at all times... ;)

After going through the initial health and safety stuff we're going to get prepped for our 4 week work placement, in October, by learning "all" about childrens development (Förskola, Skola, Fritidshem). Looking forward to both! :)

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I'm getting a bit stressed over what to do when this term is finished... I'll have my certificate (yay!) and I can a apply to university (applications are due in mid Oct.!? not sure how it'll all work out with the grades I'm still due to get...!) ...or...should/can I keep studying to boost my grades (and the final points which are important for getting accepted to the university) ...or...perhaps I should try (and find) work as a nanny for a while to see that this is definitely something I want to pursue as a "career"...? If I do decide to work I'll have to resign from my job at Åhléns, from which I've been given leave to study (not to work somewhere else!), and if I do that and then don't get enough "nanny-work"...? How will we manage...? So I "should" study instead...? Or...? Not...? But...? Perhaps...? Gaaaah!! :/

I don't wanna be a grown up!! :[

I know it'll all work out in the end but I'm sure I'll have an ulcer by the time winter's here...! *sigh*
How does one know which road to take...?

E.